Anyhow, since my toy box is my open diary; I need to share a few thangs that have been on ya girl Cali’s mind, heart, and soul lately! What's that you ask?
IM RETIRING MY PIMP CARD! I'm only 23 and I’m so over clubbing!! I think I’m going thru a midlife crisis!! Lol Im SOO OVEER The club, going out, dudes talking to me, temporary affection, gossip! Let’s just say damn near everything! Ya girl needs her own island before she becomes the wicked old lady that lives in a shoe with 50 cats. It’s that real in the streets lol; something has got to give! The club just isn't fun for me anymore! I get more excited about the process of getting fierce then actually going! The club has become a chore. And everything else that comes with it is just 3×2much!!
The things that I have been encountering are dramatic and should only happen on a soap opera! Examples- Just the other night this fool (who shall remain nameless) had the audacity to knock at my door at 1am drunk as hell talking about he misses me! What in the MGM GRANT Is that about! This "young life" is becoming more and more fictitious and artificial! I'm yearning for something R E A L solid and concrete! I'm over getting fierce to go to the club to dance to the same songs I dance to in the car FOR FREE! And being thought of as saditty just because I don't want to dance with a dude! PLUS yawls know I’ve had some bad experiences at the club! Like the boy who was a STALKER!! Did I tell y'all I seen that fool again! I LITERALLY RAN!
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